that’s all i’ve got

There’s a lot I’d like to say, or at least a lot I feel like I should say. Formality, or tradition, or whatever the reason behind it is. The obligatory “don’t forget me” “have a nice summer (and next 4 years)” “i’ll miss you” messages. Even if it’s true (I won’t forget, even if I … [Read more…]

A Thought About Progress

Changing habits (or getting rid of them) is an incredibly difficult thing to do. Trying to change my mindset is something I’ve been trying to do for a while now, but I think I’ve settled into some kind of… tolerating myself and ignoring the annoying things I don’t want to think about. I procrastinate the … [Read more…]

18

Instead of making new resolutions and screaming about how stagnant I am, I will compile the resolutions from previous years. I will also hopefully make as few comments as I can, because I don’t really feel like getting into the past. 2017 1. Stop eating like 10 chocolates a day. 5 is ok. 2. Don’t … [Read more…]

motifs

I think I went through a half-baked identity crisis when I was twelve-ish, which included depressing ignorant thoughts about existentialism (also why I find discussing this in class kind of funny) and a lot of sad posts. I was not very good at being a pre-teen, but at least that’s over. What happened after this … [Read more…]

meloncholy

These days, I’ve come to do less nostalgic thinking. The downside to that is that I have also been doing less thinking in general. Although that is usually not a celebrated thing, it is even more terrible now that I have encountered a Critical Period of my high school life: the end of it. This … [Read more…]

a series of quotes

Although I haven’t done much creative or personal writing recently, I do have a collection of things I’ve done for English this passing year that I have no need for. Coleridge:   For the sky and the sea, and the sea and the sky Lay like a load on my weary eye   (ll.250-251) The … [Read more…]

prelude to rain

A good way to distract yourself from distractions is to keep busy. Always have something to do. If you don’t want to do it, do something else. The weather has been alright recently, a bit unpredictable at times. It’s either really warm or quite cold, though, so it’s a bit uncomfortable. I wish it was … [Read more…]

some stuff about songs

Since I never really post with a topic in mind, I’ll just list some music I like this time! So, in no particular order… [東風破 – 周杰倫] I liked this in grade 7, mostly, and I actually don’t know why I did so much. To be fair, I was pretty into all of his stuff … [Read more…]

vaguely tragic occurrence

When I look at this blog and notice that the last three posts are all holiday-related, I realize that maybe I have been slacking a bit. To be truthful there’s not much to update about, everything I’m doing is related to school anyway. Yesterday, when the sky didn’t feel like pouring everything onto the ground. … [Read more…]

2017 resolutions

Quick post/comprehensible reiteration of basically every post I’ve made this year: Stop eating like 10 chocolates a day. 5 is ok. Don’t do regretful things in the middle of the week (aka not Tuesday-Thursday). Take better care of your physical form. …and mental form. Become more motivated. Make less excuses, stop attributing actions to some … [Read more…]