that’s all i’ve got

There’s a lot I’d like to say, or at least a lot I feel like I should say. Formality, or tradition, or whatever the reason behind it is. The obligatory “don’t forget me” “have a nice summer (and next 4 years)” “i’ll miss you” messages. Even if it’s true (I won’t forget, even if I … [Read more…]

A Thought About Progress

Changing habits (or getting rid of them) is an incredibly difficult thing to do. Trying to change my mindset is something I’ve been trying to do for a while now, but I think I’ve settled into some kind of… tolerating myself and ignoring the annoying things I don’t want to think about. I procrastinate the … [Read more…]

prelude to rain

A good way to distract yourself from distractions is to keep busy. Always have something to do. If you don’t want to do it, do something else. The weather has been alright recently, a bit unpredictable at times. It’s either really warm or quite cold, though, so it’s a bit uncomfortable. I wish it was … [Read more…]

some stuff about songs

Since I never really post with a topic in mind, I’ll just list some music I like this time! So, in no particular order… [東風破 – 周杰倫] I liked this in grade 7, mostly, and I actually don’t know why I did so much. To be fair, I was pretty into all of his stuff … [Read more…]

vaguely tragic occurrence

When I look at this blog and notice that the last three posts are all holiday-related, I realize that maybe I have been slacking a bit. To be truthful there’s not much to update about, everything I’m doing is related to school anyway. Yesterday, when the sky didn’t feel like pouring everything onto the ground. … [Read more…]

IT CONTINUES

Look! It’s December. I’m kind of very sick, so this probably won’t be the most coherent post, but I usually make quite a few reflective ones at the end of the year anyway. Let’s start with a review of the resolutions (even though I sort of did that in the middle of the summer, but … [Read more…]

PRECEDENT

It’s been a while! I’ve been swamped with… not exactly work, but responsibilities and problem after problem. But it’s alright. I’ve been trying to get stuff sorted out. Well, that’s the intention. Hopefully this year ends okay. I hope next year things will be different. And now for the weather: It’s beginning to become really … [Read more…]

absence of stability

Or in other words, I am very disorganized. I was looking through my writing for the last hour or so and I have realized that most of what I have written recently (last year and a half) is really repetitive and mopey. They’re more like unsent letters, which is admittedly what I called them; or … [Read more…]

beginning notes

Instead of a mostly written post on how I’ve been doing, and stuff like school work, I’ll just include a couple of pictures. There are a lot of things I need to work on, so I’ll get on with that now. Until then.  

half of a half

Back to school. More hoping that I’ll put in consistent effort. See that emphasis? Hopefully be less impulsive, too. Maybe make some healthy habits, and maintain those. At least until winter break… Until then.