I think I went through a half-baked identity crisis when I was twelve-ish, which included depressing ignorant thoughts about existentialism (also why I find discussing this in class kind of funny) and a lot of sad posts. I was not very good at being a pre-teen, but at least that’s over. What happened after this … [Read more…]


These days, I’ve come to do less nostalgic thinking. The downside to that is that I have also been doing less thinking in general. Although that is usually not a celebrated thing, it is even more terrible now that I have encountered a Critical Period of my high school life: the end of it. This … [Read more…]

prelude to rain

A good way to distract yourself from distractions is to keep busy. Always have something to do. If you don’t want to do it, do something else. The weather has been alright recently, a bit unpredictable at times. It’s either really warm or quite cold, though, so it’s a bit uncomfortable. I wish it was … [Read more…]

end of 2016

[bgm] I remember what I was doing on December 31st, 2015. I spent the day having fun, but not the loud kind of fun my little brother has. Quietly. We watched a movie and I felt like even though I grew up a lot that year, I still had to mature a lot more. I … [Read more…]

on trying to mature

It’s been exactly a month since my last update! It feels both a long time ago, and yet also very recent. A lot has happened. To be truthful, a lot has happened since I last made a proper post. Recently, I realized that I can feel a lot more than I can express properly. If … [Read more…]

reload – leaving

[bgm: 소격동] This tradition, as I have been calling it for the past few days, isn’t really so consistent as I’ve been playing it up to be. I remember that I used to take making goals really seriously, even if I never consciously thought about achieving those goals throughout the year. In a way, I … [Read more…]

a place somewhere

I keep a list of ideas in a doc for those cases when I want to write something but I have no idea what to. I also have a list of potential titles. It’s all very pretentious. I was looking at the prompt-list a few minutes ago, though, and noticed that I like to write … [Read more…]

unnecessary thoughts

[bg music: loser] I’ve had that song stuck in my head since it came out. It’s one of those songs that describe me fairly well, I think. This post (along with the opening sentence) has been sitting in my drafts for a while (okay, about 12 days), and I’m not exactly sure what the original … [Read more…]

some three hours later

I am not exactly an interesting person. Probably because, when asked about my past, I blank out. Also because I have lived for a relatively short time. There probably isn’t much that has happened to me. I only started recording my daily events in 2012, in a book. I still do that (so it’s like, … [Read more…]

year-end thoughts

Some sort of year-in-review post. Not sure how this is going to turn out, other than full of stupid inside jokes. Okay, so: I am quite tired and bleary at the moment. Let’s see if I can even remember what happened this year. JANUARY: Cold. Wrote a lot, mostly about the weather and things I … [Read more…]